The Actress

Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?so much like choking down the embers of a great blaze.It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.

Thought that those years would change you,thought that the hellhole you have been living in would make you think,thought that the SHIT you went through would make you a better person,but you will never learn.Your weak self but yet so heartless,so unaware about your surroundings,your uncanny display.

Your portait stood there in blackness,spiteful.the sweetest words that you would say to me,that show that you put in front of me.Even i was fooled.

Words can be so misleading as faces can be made.

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A story of a cautious mind,somewhat an Illuminati,the all-seeing eye,of pure substance and depth. Unparalelled seer,that has been adored by many,many.The stereotyped world,this mind would chameleonise,this mind would assimilate like no other. Almost too immature to pose a great challenge to this, Almost too young to compare.

If only times were simpler,if only the world was bigger,just maybe,just maybe,the casualties would be negligable.If only the scheme of things could be disobeyed.

Red Herring

To seek Genesis after one's repentance of the past,the crusade that brought blood on their hands,is merely a wishful thinking.Everlasting memories,haunted memories that causes illogical actions,simply impossible.

While the thinking majority,foolishness struck their brains,negativity that runs deep in their veins,that omits retrospective statements,i am stunned,i am shocked.i am too small to interfere this sickness.i am too little to be heard.

My simple wish is to evade this cycle,this complex network of unnecessary opinions.

The Scheme Of Things

Some things are made to be unchanged,things that should not be,things that should not happen.I supposed that was alterable,i thought that was able to be broken,i thought that things should go our way.i thought its a casualty to mend our own path.I tried but failed,i tried walking but was thrown to the sidewalks.i tried to re-assess but the repercussions were inevitable.i tried to mend things but it fell to deaf ears.

I am aware of my wrongdoings,i wish i could have done better,i want to live well,i hope someone out there would listen,someone that could remove these razorblades off my flesh.

A Mystical Journey

A journey i stumbled upon,fate that is so uncertain,never knowing what lies in front,the clouds that shadow the cobblestones,it seems rather impossible, im afraid. Hoping to reach the destination,while having pictures clogging my brain of failed attempts and a dead end,hoping not to be a blind crusade,hoping not to be lost.

The vague signs that leave me questioning the circumstances.i dare not to give up,i dare not to turn back. The whispers in my ears,the debating of thoughts in my mind halts my motion to budge forward.

I was told to never stop half way of what i am doing.i was told to act responsibly,sometimes id see a silver lining hidden in the clouds but disappears in a blink of an eye. it is frightening that you can't predict what might have been in front.

Though it might be pointless,i'll try to clear the eerie clouds in front of me,i'll never stop to finish my journey,the outcome would be both ways but i'd walk, i'd never turn back and not knowing what lies in front of me.

The Magician

I am a magician,i do magic but i don't do miracles.i can make a coin vanish but i can't make these thorns in my flesh disappear.i can levitate but i can't fly.i can form words using ashes on my hand but i can crack open that intricate mind of those.i can pluck flowers from the thin air but i can't find a reason for myself.i can find the card that you chose but i can't find the things you want me to say.i make mistakes but who am i?im just a human,nothing more nothing less.

Time and Time Again.

For Blue Skies starting to chase the sun away,the weakened knees felt heavier than ever.Time Vindicated his foolish actions,his hiatus to return to where he felt safe,but now he's sorry.Now we washed away the Diamond that he had posessed.He wished for once an angel would return him his belonging but seemed to be falling to deaf ears.The sun never again shone upon him.