December 28, 2008

The Unwanted Silence

This deafening silence,so intricately present in my brain,profusely bleeding in my brain with thoughts,like a ballet dancer,my brains are performing pirouettes endlessly. ironically silent, ironically terrifying.

The Puzzle

Do you like puzzles?which level would you like to be in?Well then,good choice. I seem to enjoy the feeling of deciphering puzzles, thinking as hard as i can just to figure out,going through every possible ways,accounting every detail. Face it, they are addictive. The perplex nature of this exciting creation, even make my life an enigma myself, so intricate, so complex. im looking for that missing piece,im looking for the answer.

December 26, 2008

The Pilgrim

Us Pilgrims, We often abide by these series of rituals,called 'Mandi Bunga' and 'Minum Susu'. Led by the drones that questions my acumen, i realised this was never my place to comprehend,its beyond the imagination of mankind,one must only oblige. Though i have lots of questions in mind,these ancient practise,like the Pilgrims always say 'its for the greater good,don't ask'. Stood there in line for my turn,it was well worth it, my vocabulary is too inferior for this Greatness.

December 25, 2008

The Silhouette

A subconscious mind,this mind pulls me from reality,into a realm of images,this mind restricts me from sanity,driven away,Far Beyond my control.My alter ego escapes from its gallows,hence reign to throne of the empire. I am afraid the Jekyll of mine might not overthrone my gruesome silhouette, my blunder.

December 24, 2008

La Vida En España

'The mind sees what it chooses to see' a wise man once said,he knew how to use it,he knew how to choose what he said, high octane fuel pumped into his brain, mind racing,travel to street surrounded by grape farms,accelerated to the city of lights. inside his racing mind,lies a secret at the corner of his mind,those images flashed before his eyes,scared he was,petrified he was,happy he was,to encounter a pseudo-world but somewhat so lifelike.

December 23, 2008

Water Finds Its Own Level

And when the the divine light shines upon me,fly me away from the road of perdition. Fly fly,fly fly. Stood there screaming,they hoped for forgiveness,so unfortunate,silenced with disbelief. as i soon find new excitement,i long for a new certain romance.Afraid but determined,Careful yet careless.

December 22, 2008

The Surprise

In the midst of this show, i'm stunned,sending shivers down my spine,that soliloquy,awful soliloquy,oh my lord. For i have sinned,for i have hurt, Scylla and Charybdis were the ones you sent me? i guess i deserved it. Somewhat a serendipity, i hope its not what i think it is.

December 21, 2008

The Librettist

I pity those who were misled by the formality of the protocol,i pity those who were blinded by forked tongues,with the ability of a snake and the head of a parrot. These mythical creatures, somehow noble, somehow special only lead up the garden path, then fogged with their powerful, deceiving songs,i adore,really i adore. Just maybe, Just maybe when the moon shines full, you morph into Lycanthrope,i will burn the moon into ashes. 

December 20, 2008

The blunt and the sharp

It's ironic, how law of nature defy the law of physics, how dictionary contradicts with its meanings, even i am confused, but i guess i face it everyday, reaching out for the blunt and the sharp. I guess they brought the devil in me. I guess they moulded me to the person i am right now. Thanks to you i become invincible yet so penetrable,so sharp yet so blunt.

December 18, 2008

Pilot

God,i wish i was stronger.i keep on dwelling on the past,my horrific past,in absence of sanity,absence of irrationality. Those were the days, i was somewhere dark,part of me in the real world,i saw creatures,defected and rejected. i just had to run away, rescue me my dear.